Dating depression medication

I mustered the courage to meet only one person from the dating site. It could have gone further, but I would look at him across the table and think, I'm afraid that if I meet someone I really like, I will let the whole story explode out of me before he's seen the better side, which is what I did last time. I would love to feel I could keep my mental illness under wraps until I was comfortable with someone, as if it were a hobby like collecting international Barbie dolls. Having a panic attack in front of someone unprepared is not great for building trust.

We crashed into each other, saying I love you within a week, naming the children we were never to have. With new friends, I try to rummage around conversationally in their own lives first, and then drop in a few details to see how they land.

Therapists are trained not to tell you exactly what to do, no matter how much I ask.

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She is hateful and self-pitying, withdrawn, listless, angry.

She will try her best to hurt you, and lash out until she does.

A boy I met in grad school lasted a year, but we were too hot-tempered to coexist in the same air.

A couple of unhappy years with someone back home who loved me when I did not love him.

I come with more worse than most people, and it’s only fair that I’m honest about that.

My mother thinks I should keep my mouth shut as long as possible.

And as I know from dating a fellow depressive, I ironically have little patience for it. I feel time running out for a family, adding a charming dimension of desperation.

All I can do is hope for the best, gingerly feel my way along, constantly remind myself to slow down and breathe, and not hurl myself headlong at the first half-decent man I meet.

If there’s one thing I know about depression, though, it’s that it’s devoid of logic, and you can feel your lowest and your highest all at once.) My dating history is checkered, to say the least.

It's mostly a trail of intense but short-lived relationships, with a few regrettable one-night stands sprinkled here and there.

I'm 5-foot-5, slim, with brown hair and brown eyes. I suffer from mental illness.” Finally verging on being over a long-term, on-and-off relationship, I am both excited and terrified at the prospect of a new one.

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